Gegar Budaya Kewirausahaan - Pendatang di Indonesia

Post ini aslinya ditulis kemarin dalam bahasa Inggris – Singaporean Mind Meld. Mungkin karena diskusi yang terjadi dalam bahasa Inggris, gue juga lebih gampang menuliskannya dalam bahasa Inggris, jadi lebih natural dan gue nggak perlu menerjemahkannya dalam kepala gue.

Setelah link-nya di-tweet, ada beberapa request supaya post itu dibuat bahasa Indonesianya juga supaya lebih mudah dimengerti. Semoga dengan begini akan lebih berguna untuk lebih banyak orang yang bisa merasa kesentil dan bergerak.

Jadi ceritanya, beberapa waktu lalu gue dapat kesempatan untuk ketemu dan ngobrol panjang dengan orang Singapur yang lagi ambil PhD di Bandung. Aneh banget, memang. Dan itu pertanyaan pertama gue waktu ketemu dia, “Ngapain loe ambil PhD nya di sini, nggak kebalik?” Tapi akhirnya bisa ngobrol seru karena kayaknya dia juga ngerasa ada kemiripan. Dia orang sana yang belajar dan tinggal di sini, sementara gue sempat belajar di sana 2 tahun untuk setingkat SMP-SMA (sebenernya ‘O’ Levels - level sekolah sana agak aneh ngikutin system Inggris, jadi susah jelasinnya)

Anyway, kebiasaan gue setiap dating ke tempat baru selalu ingin tahu jalan pikiran masyarakat setempat, apa concern mereka, pendapat mereka tentang dunia luar selain daerah mereka, dll. Sumber termudah untuk ini adalah dari berita lokal di TV atau koran lokal. Apakah itu daerah di dalam atau luar negeri, gue selalu melakukan hal yang sama. Apalagi kalau ada kesempatan ngobrol dengan orang lokal. Jadi lebih seru lagi.

Untuk Singapur, tinggal dan sekolah di sana 2 tahun membuat gue ngerasa seperti orang lokal. Apalagi gue sekolah di sekolah ‘normal’ dan bukan sekolah internasional yang isinya anak-anak ekspat bule. Jadi gue -ngerasa- ngerti banget cara berpikir mereka.

Terkadang gue kesel sama beberapa ekspat yang gue temui di Jakarta. Banyak – gak semua tentu – yang kesannya mengisolasi diri dari budaya lokal. Terlalu sibuk bergaul sesame ekspat dan nggak peduli sama apa yang terjadi ti sekitarnya. Kerasa banget kemarin waktu gue nonton bareng rugby di Murphy’s Bar Kemang. Obrolan yang terjadi di antara gue dan mereka adalah tentang negara asalnya, bukan tentang Jakarta atau Indonesia. Kerasa banget banyak dari mereka yang nggak updated apa yang terjadi. Yang mereka tahu cuma terbatas apa yang ada di Jakarta Post. Itupun kalau baca. Yes kesannya gue generalisasi banget, tapi memang sering ketemu orang kayak gini dan bikin gue kesel.

Karena itu setiap ketemu orang asing yang tahu banyak tentang Indonesia, gue selalu impressed. To be fair, banyak juga kok yang gue ketemu yang kayak gini. Tapi masih kurang rasanya.

Nah, bayangkan serunya obrolan gue waktu ketemu sama si orang Singapur yang belajar di Bandung ini. Sebutlah namanya Charlie (bukan ST12). Gue cukup kaget bahwa dia tau banyak banget tentang Indonesia dari setahun pertamanya tinggal di Bandung. Dan karena dia tahu gue pernah di negaranya, dia juga lebih open ngobrolnya. Gue juga jadi bisa lebih mengerti kenapa dia berpendapat seperti itu, karena tahu backgroundnya. Dan walaupun cukup silet, nggak tersinggung, toh kerasa juga bahwa dia bener-bener care dan bersemangat dengan apa yang dia bilang.

Dan memang lucu ngelihat keadaan dan ‘hype’ tentang entrepreneurship & startup di sini dari sudut pandang orang Singapur.. Beberapa hal yang kita bahas:

  • Kekecewaan Charlie bahwa ternyata ITB bukan seperti yang dibayangkan. Bayangan dia ITB itu seperti MIT katanya, dan dia kecewa karena ternyata lumayan jauh berbeda. Maaf ya para mahasiswa & alumni ITB… Asumsi dia waktu pertama datang, mindset mahasiswa ITB ingin menciptakan breakthrough teknologi baru dan mengubah dunia J Gue lumayan kaget dengan statementnya ini, karena setahu gue jumlah uang yang dialokasikan untuk riset ke Universitas lumayan besar. Memang benar sih, jumlah pendaftaran paten di Indonesia termasuk sangat rendah disbanding bahkan Negara-negara besar Asia lainnya. (Gak nemu referensinya, tapi pernah baca artikel tentang ini). Dan setelah ngobrol lebih banyak, makin gue sadar maksudnya. Bayangin aja, dalam 50 tahun terakhir, berapa banyak ‘penemuan’ yang kita tahu dari Universitas lokal dan akhirnya diproduksi dan dipakai secara komersil? Yang bener-bener jadi bisnis beneran dan sustainable?

Yang seangkatan gue mungkin inget banget waktu pembangunan jalan tol dalam kota Jakarta tahun 80an, betapa metoda ‘Arjuna Sosrobahu’ didengung-dengungkan sebagai penemuan hebat oleh teknokrat Indonesia dipakai untuk membangun tiang jalan tol? Kenyataannya gue inget banget hanya beberapa tiang yang benar-benar dibangun pakai metoda Arjuna, dan akhirnya sisa tiang yang lain tetap dibangun seperti biasa. Wonder why?

Partner gue beberapa waktu lalu datang ke Puspitek Serpong untuk sebuah acara. Dan di situ semakin terlihat betapa banyaknya penemuan baru hasil riset. Tetapi pertanyaan gue tetap sama, berapa banyak yang akhirnya benar-benar diproduksi dan dipakai secara komersil? Kita nggak perlu sesuatu yang spektakular seperti Google (yang belum tahu, Google awalnya adalah proyek riset PhD Larry Page & Sergei Brin). Betapa sayangnya kalau ada mesin pencabut duri ikan bandeng, tetapi belum dipakai masal? Padahal harga ikan setelah dicabut duri bisa 2 kali lipat harga ikan mentah? Beberapa dari penemuan yang pernah dikurasi Puspitek ada di link ini

Kesimpulan gue, penemuan yang ada akhirnya berhenti sebatas penemuan dan ada ‘missing link’ bahwa hanya sedikit dari mereka yang benar-benar bisa dipakai. Memang nggak cuma di Indonesia ada problem seperti ini. Komersialisasi hasil riset memang nggak gampang. Tapi at least persentase hasil riset yang benar-benar dipakai harus bisa diangkat..

  • Dan menyambung ke bahasan gue dengan Charlie selanjutnya: mindset kita harus lebih ‘entrepreneurial’. Kita selalu berpikir mental entrepreneur adalah ranah pebisnis, tetapi gue lebih senang dengan definisi pak Ciputra bahwa entrepreneurs adaah mereka yang “memiliki skill dan kemauan untuk mengubah sampah mejadi emas”. Mindset ini harusnya ada di setiap orang, bukan hanya pebisnis, tapi juga mereka yang ada di pemerintahan, akademik dan bahkan pekerja sosial. Semua orang seharusnya selalu berpikir bagaimana membuat sesuatu hal menjadi lebih baik lagi. Lebih banyak lagi tentang pemikiran pak Ci tentang entrepreneurship ada di sini

Seperti yang pernah dikatakan Jean-Baptiste Say: “entrepreneur mampu memindahkan sumber daya ekonomi untuk meningkatkan produktivitas dan hasil”. Well, we gotta believe this guy! Say adalah ekonom Perancis yang pertama kali mendefinisikan dan memakai kata ‘entrepreneurship’. Sejarah lebih banyak lagi bisa dibaca di entry Wikipedia ini

Kembali ke pendapat Charlie tadi, benar bahwa kebanyakan mahasiswa hanya mengejar gelar sarjana supaya dapat pekerjaan yang ‘lumayan’. Gue nggak akan sok tahu, 15 tahun lalu waktu kuliah, gue juga berpikiran persis sama. Tujuan utama waktu itu adalah dapat gelar sarjana, kerja di perusahaan yang bagus – kalau bisa multinasional supaya ada kesempatan perjalanan ke luar negeri – dan, target gaji 4 kali UMR waktu itu. Simple dan meaningless kan?

Gue bilang ke Charlie kalau sekarang ini keadaannya udah jauh berbeda dengan generasi kita 15-20 tahun lalu. Entah berapa sering sekarang gue ketemu orang-orang gila dengan spirit entrepreneurship luar biasa, walaupun status mereka masih mahasiswa! Beberapa dari mereka bahkan sudah punya bisnis yang berjalan dan menghasilkan keuntungan sebelum mereka lulus kuliah. Impressive!

Tetapi gue juga setuju bahwa pendapat dia masih valid. Kita butuh lebih banyak lagi orang berpendidikan (formal atau non-formal) yang benar-benar berusaha mencari solusi untuk masalah social kita. Dan bekerja super keras supaya solusi itu benar-benar terjadi

Bagian dari memiliki mindset entrepreneurial adalah tetap punya pikiran terbuka dan nggak berhenti belajar. Nggak pernah ada batas. Gue juga ngerasa kadang-kadang terlalu malas untuk tahu tentang sesuatu kalau ada orang lain yang sudah bisa mengurus hal itu. Sering banget gue ketemu orang (yang mengaku) pengusaha, tetapi nggak tahu keadaan keuangan bisnisnya sendiri. Kalau ditanya, mereka akan jawab, “Wah saya kurang tahu, kita Tanya ke orang keuangan saya ya.” Kalau ada yang ngomong kayak gini, biasanya gue langsung hilang interest, loe ngaku pengusaha tetapi nggak tahu berapa keuntungan bisnisnya? Kalau usaha itu mau bangkrut, nggak akan tahu sampai tiba-tiba beneran bangkrut? Mengerikan

Kata-kata Charlie yang bikin gue ngakak waktu itu, “I don’t understand why Matahari employs so many SPG when they do nothing. They don’t sell… All they do is sit and admire themselves in the mirror, and only move when a customer asks their help to look for their clothing size.” Hahahaha….

Dan ini terjadi di banyak bisnis. Banyak sekali pekerja/karyawan yang sangat underutilized, padahal seharusnya skill mereka bisa diupgrade sehingga bisa menghandle lebih banyak lagi pekerjaan. Dan sebenarnya nggak menutup kemungkinan bahwa gaji mereka bisa dinaikkan bahkan sampai dua kali lipat kalau memang mengerjakan dua pekerjaan! Tetapi tentu karena begitu banyak tenaga kerja yang masih menganggur, bisa mempekerjakan lebih banyak orang kesannya lebih baik. Gue sebenarnya punya ppendapat yang sangat berlawanan dengan itu. Tapi ya nanti jadi blogpost lain aja ya…

 

  •  Hal berikut yang dicomplain Charlie adalah mental meniru. Dia complain, “berapa banyak kios fotokopi di Taman Sari (dekat ITB)?” Ya ini bener banget bahwa banyak orang sekedar meniru ide yang sudah jalan tanpa melakukan improvement apa-apa. Bahkan istilah ‘ATM’ di pengusaha sudah begitu terkenal: Amati, Tiru, Modifikasi. Masalahnya, kebanyakan hanya berhenti di ‘Tiru’, dan sebenarnya nggak ada yang diuntungkan dengan ini. Apalagi dengan etika bisnis yang rendah, orang tanpa malu mengcopy produk atau jasa yang persis sama dengan yang lain. Gue becandain dia, “Kita juga belajar tiru-meniru dari orang Singapur kok!” Hehehe… Mungkin dulu benar, tetapi setahu gue di sana etika bisnis udah membaik disbanding dulu. Tentu nggak ada yang bisa ngalahin RRC soal tiru-meniru ya…

Setelah diskusi panjang, gue dan Charlie setuju untuk kerjasama untuk membantu entrepreneur Indonesia. Dengan segala kritiknya, dia tulus ingin ikut memperbaiki problem di sini. Tentunya juga karena secara bisnis, Indonesia tetap menjadi negara yang potensial dari sisi bisnis.

Kata-kata terakhirnya teringat banget di gue, “You’ve got a lot of problems here, and where there’s a problem, there’s a solution somewhere. And remember every solution is an opportunity”. Kalau orang luar aja berpikiran seperti ini, masak kita masih pesimis dengan masa depan negeri ini?

Sampai sesi ngobrol berikut dengan Charlie…

 

Singaporean Mind Meld

You Trekkies should be familiar with the Vulcan mind meld. If you are not, shame on you! Disclaimer: I am not a Trekkie and I still know what it is, driven by the secret desire to perform this on some people sometimes, namely SBY, most DPR members, Jero Wacik, Habib Rizieq, etc.

For those non-Trekkies, the wikipedia definition is here.

Basically the Vulcans can do this technique to know what are others thinking. So if I do this to Jero Wacik I can find out what was in his mind when picking Eddy Silitonga as our tourism ambassador

By some strange coincidence I met a Singaporean sometime ago who has been living in Bandung for his PhD studies. Sounded really odd to me as he is the first foreigner I personally met who actually studies here. As a background, I studied in Singapore for 2 years for high school - technically it's 'O' Levels but will be so difficult to explain. Anyway, I am always interested to understand how a society thinks, what's important to the people, how they see the world outside, etc. During short visits this is usually achieved by watching local news on TV or readint the local newspaper. Trust me it's so damn fun to do. Whether local travels or overseas travels you can gather so much insight on the society. In the case of Singapore, living there for 2 years made me felt like I was Singaporean! Especially because I was in a local school and not one of those international schools filled with expat kids.

The disappointing fact about the expatriate community in Jakarta is that they - not all, but most anyway - seem to isolate themselves from the locals. Too busy mingling with other expats and doesn't give a damn about what's happening around them. I knew a foreigner who is not aware of the Lapindo mudflow when it made local headlines almost everyday. Of course he was too busy reading Wall Street Journal and watching CNBC the whole time. I know I shouldn't generalise but keep meeting these ignorant people and got sick of it.

Then I met this Singaporean who studied in Bandung. Let's call him Charlie. To my surprise, he knows a lot of stuff about Indonesia from his first year here. And it seemed that because he knew I spent sometime in Singapore, he could express himself more freely, and yes, I can definitely understand where he is coming from, so I wasn't insulted when he criticised us. Probably because I could sense that he truly cared and was really passionate about what he was talking about.

So you got an Indonesian who studied in Singapore and a Singaporean who is studying in Bandung, both with the same passion to improve and support local entrepreneurship. Perfect ingredients for a mind meld!

And it's so funny seeing Indonesian entrepreneurial/startup scene from a Singaporean point of view... Some of the things we discussed were:
  • His disappointment that ITB was not like MIT. So sorry ITB graduates and students, but he was coming with an assumption that ITB students are the technical minds of the future who would invent the next tech breakthrough and changing the world. I was quite surprised because I know there are a lot of research money are spent in our Universities. But after some more discussion I can see his point. From the past 50 years, how any 'inventions' do you know were research subjects from our local Universities that made it to market as a real, working product. A real business that is sustainable and free from grant as their income?
My partner recently went to Puspitek Serpong to see what it is all about. It turned out that there are A LOT of local inventions as a result of the techies' research, some are highlighted here

But the question remains, how many of them are actually into commercial production? We don't need something as spectacular as Google, but at least someone (or the inventor himself) should be able to think about how our fishermen can commercially use their 'fish de-boning machine' and sell it at twice the price of raw fish!

 

Charlie's exact quote was, "The ITB (undergraduate) students I met just wanna get their degrees done and join Pertamina as Management Trainee." In twitter slang, #jleb
  • That point brought our discussion to the next point: this country needs to be more entrepreneurial. We always think of entrepreneurs as businesspeople, while I tend to agree more to pak Ciputra that entrepreneurs are those "with the skill and will power to turn junk into gold". This mindset should apply to everyone, not just businesspeople, but also people in government, academics and even social workers. More of pak Ci's thoughts on entrepreneurship is here
And as Jean-Baptiste Say puts it: "The entrepreneur shifts economic resources out of lower and into higher productivity and greater yield." Hey, you gotta believe the guy, Say is the French economist who first defined the word 'entrepreneurship'. More history can be read from the wikipedia entry

 

Coming back to Charlie's point, it is so true that most undergraduate students do their studies just to get a degree that will qualify them for an acceptable job. Not gonna deny that I was thinking the same way 15 years ago when I was studying. The main goal back then was get my degree, work in a good company - preferably multinational so there's more chance of overseas travel - and, a target salary that was 4 times the minimum wage at the time. What a dumb guy I was 
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I told Charlie that what he's seeing now is already much better than my days 15-20 years ago. Nowadays I keep meeting crazy people with entrepreneurial spirit even though they are still in University! Some of which actually have their own business running profitably before they graduate. Impressive!

 

But his point is so valid, we need more educated people who are actually looking for solutions to our everyday problems. And then work damn hard to make the solutions come true

  • Part of having an entrepreneurial mindset is to keep an open mind and keep learning. There is no limit. I admit we are often too lazy to know about things when we have other people who already take care of it. How many people calling themselves 'entrepreneurs' who are not even aware of his company's financials? In my line of work, I keep meeting people who answer, "I don't know, let's ask my accounting person." How dare you call yourself an entrepreneur and not knowing how much your business makes? If your company is on the verge of bankruptcy, you'll only find out when it happens? Scary stuff

The funniest remark from Charlie was, "I don't understand why Matahari employs so many SPG when they do nothing. They don't sell.. What they do is sit and admire themselves in the mirror, and only move when a customer asks their help to look for their clothing size." LOL 

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And that is so true for a lot of businesses. A lot of workers are so underutilised, where we can actually upgrade their skills and maybe pay them twice their current salary. But of course with the abundance of people, hiring more seems to be the best option. I can assure you this is a superficial thought and is totally against this. But that's another blogpost..

  • The next thing Charlie complained about is the copycat mentality. His point was, "how many kios fotokopi are in Taman Sari (near ITB)?" Yes this is so true that some people just copy whatever idea seems to worked well before without improving it, and it ends up hurting everyone. And he complains about the business ethics of how people shamelessly have the exact same product/service as others. In my defence, I joked, "well we learned it from the Singaporeans!" Which is true, although from my knowledge, business ethics is improving a lot there compared to what it was before. Of course the king of copycat is still mainland China, but we rest our case there.

  • In our parting ways, we agreed to cooperate and do business together to help Indonesian entrepreneurs. With all his criticism, he truly wants to help us improve the way we do things. And of course, business-wise it remains a good country to invest in. His parting words were, "You've got a lot of problems here, and where there's problem, there is a solution somewhere. And remember every solution is an opportunity". Can't have said it better, dude..

Then we finish the mind meld session, until our next meeting, of course

Bersih-Bersih Blog Berdebu

Kebetulan hari ini adalah Hari Blogger Nasional. Tapi bukan itu alasan gue nulis posting setelah sekian lama. Sebenernya udah niat untuk nulis lebih banyak sekarang, apalagi udah lebih banyak waktu luang. Sayangnya memang gue terlalu mudah ter-distract persis anak kecil. Dan distraction paling besar akhir2 ini adalah rilisnya game Football Manager 2012. Tiap kali buka laptop pengennya main 1 match aja... Dan akhirnya habis 1-2 jam waktu luang itu untuk main :-)

Semoga Hari Blogger ini menjadi momentum kebangkitan blog saya demi kemajuan negara dan persatuan bangsa. Ok kan untuk jadi spanduk Hari Blogger ala spanduk pemerintah?

Udah ada beberapa topik yang belum tentu nyambung satu dengan yang lain yang udah gue bikin mindmapnya, memang tinggal ditulis aja kok.. At least gue akan mulai 1 post setelah ini

Random topics yang udah tercatat adalah:
  • udah ngapain aja 6 bulan setelah berhenti kerja
  • impian ngebantu petani Indonesia
  • assumption is the mother of all failures
  • community = business
  • Singaporean view of Indonesia
  • social entrepreneurship
Yuk mulai nulis lagi yuk...

Surat Dukungan Masyarakat Untuk KPK Yang Tidak Disiarkan TV Merah & Biru

Biar gampang liatnya, ini lho surat dukungan tokoh masyarakat anti-korupsi yang dibacakan saat press-con di KPK kemarin (19 Agustus)

Tentunya oleh TV Merah dan Biru beritanya cuma diliput sekilas, teks ini tidak diperlihatkan dan pembacaannya oleh pak Endriartono tidak disiarkan. Well, at least di segmen berita yg gue lihat, cuma diberitakan sekilas numpang lewat. Sementara pembacaan surat Udin ke SBY disiarkan live & diulang2 tiap jam, ditambah dramatisasi tampang Udin sok memelas dan background musik sedih. You get my point..

Teks surat dukungan untuk KPK:

Kepada Presiden Republik Indonesia, Kami memberikan dukungan keberanian untuk melakukan langkah-langkah aktif dan nyata, menggunakan kewenangan tertinggi sebagai Kepala Negara dan Kepala Pemerintahan, serta sebagai pemegang mandat rakyat Indonesia, untuk melindungi negara dan warga bangsa: Dari serangan balik para koruptor,
Dari kebijakan-kebijakan yang tidak berpihak pada kebutuhan dasar rakyat banyak,
Dari pemiskinan terstruktur karena penguasaan sumberdaya ekonomi oleh segelintir kelompok,
Dari ketidakpastian hukum dan penegakan hukum yang tidak adil,
Dari kebijakan-kebijakan pemerintah yang diambil atas dasar kepentingan politik jangka pendek. Jakarta, enam puluh enam tahun setelah Indonesia merdeka.
Tertanda, rakyat Indonesia,

Anies Baswedan; Widie Sembada ,Anita Wahid; Bambang Widodo Umar; Betti S. Alisjahbana ; Burhan Muhtadi; Danang Widoyoko; Eep Saefulloh Fattah; Eddy Swandi Hamid; Endriartono Sutarto; Erry R. Hardjapamekas; Faisal Basri; Hamid Chalid; Ikrar Nusa Bakthi; Imam Prasodjo; Komaruddin Hidayat; M. Ichsan Loulembah; Mas Achmad Santosa; Monica Tanuhandaru; Natalia Soebagjo; Ratih Sanggarwati; Rhenald Kasali; Saldi Isra; Teten Masduki; Atika Makarim; Todung Mulya Lubis; Yenni Wahid; Yunarto Wijaya; Zainal Arifin Muchtar; Zumrotin K. Susilo.

Who Wants To Be An Entrepreneur?

"Indonesia only has 0.18% entrepreneur population, compared to Singapore's 7.2%.."
"We need to create more entrepreneurs..."
"University graduates need to aim to setup their own business instead of becoming employees..."
"Indonesian SMEs stay strong despite the 2008 global crisis..."

You've probably seen the above quotes many times if you're like me. Well if you haven't, now you have. 

A lot of people are saying the same things, this country needs more entrepreneurs. 
For many, this seems to be the way out of so many issues facing our beloved country. 
Unemployment, sustainable economic growth, reliance on foreign investment, etc etc etc

I agree wholeheartedly. This wave is good and is becoming stronger and stronger. Let's ride this wave!

But it seems that many put 'becoming entrepreneur' as the goal. This is where my objection is.

Becoming an entrepreneur is just a start.
Yes it is a huge milestone for most people. Especially those like me who has been 'trapped' in their comfort zone as employees for years.
It may be a cause for celebration, but no champagne-popping, confetti-throwing, fireworks-exploding celebration yet, please

The road ahead is rough and tough (so I heard)
It's like having a baby (not that babies make money, although some darned parents do make money out of their babies...)
Be ready to hit brickwalls. You will need to tear down those walls if you wanna continue
You will fall. But you will have to pick yourself up and run again

This post is not really for other people to read
This is for myself
To remind me when the road is rough
To plug my ears when the baby cries so hard
To give me strength when I need to break some walls
To heal my wounds after every fall

It ain't always gonna be easy, but I'll make sure I enjoy the journey

Good luck to me, and to all other entrepreneur-wannabes out there!

Let's live a life of passion! 
(*wink to @ReneCC*)

Shut Up Mario Teguh, Make Way For Marshall Mathers..!!

Move over Mario Teguh! Go away Tony Robbins!

Here comes one of the best motivational poetry by one of the gratest motivational speakers of all time, my personal favourite, Marshall Mathers. 

Yes he's the real Slim Shady and unlike you two, he lets his experience do the talking. 

Although he ain't that bad at speaking, at least better than your flowery crap.. 

His crap actually stinks like real crap and the effect is a real kick in the nut, waking me up from my dream...


Taken from Airplanes (Part II) of B.O.B featuring some chick called Hayley and the honourable Mr. Mathers:


Alright lets pretend Marshall Mathers never picked up a pen

Lets pretend things would have been no different

Pretend, he procrastinated had no motivation

Pretend, he just made excuses that were so paper thin 

They could blow away with the wind

Marshall, you’re never gonna make it, makes no sense to play the game 

There ain’t no way that you’ll win


Pretend, he just stayed outside all day and played with his friends

Pretend, he even had a friend to say was his friend

And it wasn’t time to move and schools were changing again

He wasn’t socially awkward and just strange as a kid

He had a father and his mother wasn’t crazy as shit

And he never dreamed he could rip stadiums and just lazy as shit


Fuck a talent show in a gymnasium bitch 

You won’t amount to shit

Quit daydreaming, kid

You need to get your cranium checked 

You thinking like an alien it just ain’t realistic

Now pretend, they ain’t just make him angry with this shit 

And there was no one he could even aim when he’s pissed it

And his alarm went off to wake him off but he didn’t make it to the rap Olympics 

Slept through his plane and he missed it

He’s gon’ have a hard time explaining to Hailey and Laney these food stamps and this WIC shit

Cuz he never risked shit 

He hopes and he wished it 

But it didn’t fall in his lap

So he ain’t even here

He pretends that…


I trust my readers are adult enough to read thru the profanities and digest the message

If not, well, google him and read thru his short biography


As for me, it's time to pick up my pen...

What is an Angel Investor: Do You Wear a Halo?

Where Venture Angels Ignite™
via venturehype.com < click this link for full article

Nice article from venturehype.com on Angel Investors

Give Me Another Chance, I Wanna Grow Up Once Again

My one big assumption is that most of you who read this through twitter would have seen '3 Idiots', the Bollywood sensation that played in Blitz Megaplex longer than Avatar. If you haven't, too bad, you missed a great movie, but do read on

Remember that scene where Joy Lobo sang a song with his guitar? Not a typical Bollywood song, I guess

Give me some sunshine
Give me some rain
Give me another chance
I wanna grow up once again

Joy ended up committing suicide, bringing up the issue of India having the highest suicide rate among Uni students

No, I'm not that depressed nor on the brink of suicide. Just been feeling that something is missing from myself. The song kinda reminded me what's missing

I wanna grow up once again


Not that I wanna act childish or being irresponsible

I miss being spontaneous

Doing things as the ideas come to my head

No second thoughts

No plans

Go where the wind blows

Ask a child what s/he plans to do this afternoon and s/he'll stare blankly at you

They just do what they feel like

You get the idea..


Seems that things in life have been too 'planned' recently, specifically time and destinations. Project plans and schedules and itineraries

I didn't realise this until my recent business trip.

Imagine covering 4 cities in East Kalimantan and 5 cities in East Java, all in one week. Great fun, saw parts of our great country where few have been before

The eureka moment was travelling from Balikpapan to Surabaya

No more Garuda flight between the two. Since when? I dunno. So a budget airline it was

Actual destination for that afternoon was Jombang. Gotta get there by 6pm, and this time no airport pickup at Juanda. Why? Long story. But the little 'adventure' of finding transportation was enough to spark me

I think I'll do an unplanned travel with my best friend, my wife :-) See if she enjoys the surprises and adventures..

No fixed itinerary
No pre-booked tickets
No hotel reservation
No lunch/dinner reservation
No destination

A road trip to nowhere
I wanna grow up once again

And after that, back to the reality of project plans and schedules of course

Be a responsible grownup

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Without the rest, Jakarta is nothing but an empty shell

As I am preparing for another trip around the country, the same question got me thinking again...

If I were to live and work in another city, outside Jakarta, where can I be?

For now, specifically in my current stage of career and life, nowhere. Note please, this is SPECIFIC for my case. Why? That'll be another blogpost

Now I have never been to the US (and do not really intend to in the near future), but you can sorta get the sense that wealth and economic growth is spread (quite) evenly there. My friends that live and work in the US, Indonesian or otherwise, are spread throughout the country. 

Got a cousin working in DC. Another cousin in NY. A friend in Detroit. Another friend in Dallas. Yet another friend in Chicago. Another in Boston. 
Note these are people working, not studying there.

So how could big businesses spring up everywhere over there?
Even for something like the financial sector -where there is no real commodity exchange happening- they have so many financial hubs? 
Sure NY's Wall Street rules the rest of the country, but AFAIK there are other stock exchanges in Chicago and Miami. Washington, DC is naturally where the World Bank and IMF is headquartered. I know a friend who used to work at an investment management company based in San Fransisco. In fact investment managers are virtually everywhere, based on so many cities.

Now going back to Indonesia, how many big businesses -national or international coverage- you know are headquartered outside Jakarta? I can only think of a few. 

Banking and financial sectors are 99.999% Jakarta-based.
Consumer goods? Most large companies HQ are in Jakarta
Oil and gas and mining? While 100% sites are outside Jakarta, most HQ are here
Property? Jakarta
Advertising? Definitely Jakarta

Still don't get the idea? Out of the Top 1000 companies in the country, I guess >99% of the CEOs are based in Jakarta. 
The actual businesses may be all over the country, but Jakarta has the control, so to speak.

I've visited places where they are so rich, and there are so many rich people around, it's a normal thing to see Hummers running around.
The past few years, coal and palm oil are in high demand and produced so many local OKBs. And some people prospered because of it.

But still, despite all that, Jakarta is still the center of our economy's universe. 
I find it scary. How can this city hold more growth while already bursting in the seams?

A reader of a national newspaper suggested to separate the government center or move the capital completely. Have a city like Canberra or Washington, DC. Maybe that helps, although they sound so damn boring. I can't imagine a city in Indonesia full of politicians and government officials only. And of course the journalists that come along. Eeuuww.. :-)

I really hope someday, maybe when my kids enter working age, Surabaya, Medan, Balikpapan, Makassar, Palembang and many other cities become at least half as big as Jakarta. Economically and population-wise.

Because as my twitter friend @pratama said, "Without the rest of Indonesia, Jakarta is really nothing but an empty shell.."

I am an Online Hulk: I Only Blog When I'm Mad

Baru nyadar, ternyata satu hal yg bisa membuat gue nulis blogpost adalah kalo gue marah & emosional ttg sesuatu

And this morning, I woke up MAD! Some silly things provoked me yesterday night before bed, and the short sleep couldn't shake that off:
- di twitter, ada yang mention kelihatannya ada pihak yang 'kecewa' karena rakyat Indonesia kurang mendukung voting Pulau Komodo sbg 7 New Wonders Of The World
- our dearest President -whom I voted for!- launched his 3rd music album in the middle of all this Century fiasco
- liputan Apa Kabar Indonesia Malam TVOne tentang kasus penyalahgunaan Facebook yang sudah mengundang mas Nukman Luthfie, tapi eksekusinya parah (menurut gue lho)

Dan yang paling gongnya sebelum tidur:
- baca blogpost dari unspun tentang Duta Pariwisata baru Indonesia: Eddy Silitonga, yang akan tur promo pariwisata ke 49 negara. Silahkan klik http://wp.me/pTvS-KW dan tertawa/nangis/muntah bacanya

I promise you a full, emotional blog post as my response to all the stupidity listed above! By tomorrow, perhaps :-)


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